Big Sean sounds like Soulja Boy?!

Turn off the lights!

          So I live in the great state of Hawaii and for the past couple days we've been hit with these ridiculous storms which puts me into this depressed state of mind, so I go on. I realized that you can't be mad at a future that you created in the past. I don't know if it was the weather this morning driving to class or the voice of John Mayer's "Gravity" that had me just contemplating my decisions in the past but I mean you can't change them, no matter how much it hurts you or the coping involved after it, you can't change the past, it's concrete, done. The only thing we are now control of is the decisions we make now.
          I know I have been making better decisions with my own life but as I started looking back at situations you start to think what could I have done different, don't get me wrong, don't go on a guilt trip that you were wrong but what other alternatives could I have made. For instance, think if your girlfriend cheated or if she slept with other guys or maybe a friend stabbed you in the back. Think about the attention you could have given her or maybe even a better effort as being a friend, but then again maybe she was just a b**** and your so called friend was a f***face lol but whatever. Point I'm trying to make is we have to just keep our heads high and everything will make us stronger. So once again I leave you with this, "Don't get mad at a future, that you made in the past".

1.22.11 Can I Resist?...

Sleeping Beauty and The Teacher's Pet...

          So yesterday turned out to be my recovery day for my body. I got hella sleep since I found out my class in the morning was math and I knew that it was just going to be another syllabus day. So I went to the gym and worked out for about two hours. I swear girls just like to wear the least amount of clothes as possible no matter where they go, the club, the mall, and now the gym. It's getting to the point where I should just wear a speedo to do bench presses or to jump on the treadmill. The thing about it is that I know for the fact these are like married women or long term relationship women so I know their men aren't really approving but whatever, when they get banged out and left because all the guys in the gym only wanted to see how you feel physically and not emotionally she'll realize how slutty she actually is. Anyways, I went to my second class, which wasn't so bad because it talked a lot about the Filipino history and ended the day with me going back to the gym and sleeping at 10.
          Which brings me to today, so I wake up and leave hella early in the morning to get parking and get to my class since it was originally canceled on Monday. So, I walk in at around 9:57 a.m. ready to learn and it turns out she was already lecturing so I was like dang this class must be serious because everyone else was already there. I sit down and I realized I'm literally surrounded by half of Tokyo, no racial but there seemed STRICTLY Japanese people except for a sprinkle of white people that have their infatuations with innocent Asian girls or the culture. So, the teacher has us watch this video about how our brain works and mind you that the class I signed up for was a temporary issues class, so it seemed a little off but hopefully it would correlate later in the course, but then she stops the video and says we'll continue this on Friday  but it was only 10:23 a.m. which made me think hold on, I thought this class was till 11:20 and then I go outside my class and realize I just went through half of a class I didn't need too in which I could have been eating. So my day officially started about 2 hours ago, got myself some food and come back to this pinay teaching our class. Usually throughout your life you'll never come across any pretty teachers but I remember the first time I did last year during the summer and maaaaaaaaaan I never missed a class lol, got all the answers right, did my homework haha. Also, as she was going over the syllabus I realized our final is just a report which made me realize I really only have to study for two finals this semester, Math and Tagalog. But back to the pinay I think the class will be pretty interesting since I'm always up for debate about any subject, except for trying to make my girlfriend believe that she's the most gorgeous girl in the world.

Gimme a hand...

A Bum and Smiley Faces...

        So I thought I was done for the day but before I go to sleep I might as well vent about a couple things. So as I was about to leave the library I seen this bum, legit bum, was just in the library just on a computer doing whatever he was doing but it had me thinking like what would I do if I was a bum? To be honest, I'd be in the library and go in the criminal justice section and find a way to infiltrate the system and little by little take money from the government because really what would the government do if i got caught, arrest me? Sike. If I was put in jail i'd definately be getting to eat more and sleep on an actual bed. But whatever, that's me.

        Secondly, what's with girls just overusing the emoticons ( : p, : s, : ), : (, etc). I feel like they don't really know the dynamics of what it does to boys. Some girls actually know what it does and use it really good and makes a guy feel great. But some girls, like my girlfriend who uses it FREQUENTLY just to be nice and friendly really makes it come off like she's flirting. But then again you could always see it as maybe i'm just being in denial and she actually is flirting but hey you have to let a girl fly right, or some sh** like that. Whatever, I realized that you can't seem to progress in this world without trusting, especially yourself. So to end this blog, girls, stop using these smiley faces if you don't know what is happening to these poor boy's hearts and wouldn't it be nice to see if you could survive as a bum. Bow!

      

Spring Steeeeeeeze!

So my original plan was to actually go out and buy a camera to document my daily life but that failed, so I guess I'm stuck on this talkin' my sh**. It's the first day of school and I wake up hella early in the morning to go to class to realize my class was canceled so I've been sitting in the library doinggg everything but something productive. I think the highlight of my day was seeing this guy go ham when he realized he deleted all of his documents on his flash drive hahaha. But hey, I am back and I guess this will be my life for the next year, see how this goes lol.